Day 74 in Canada

I’ve been having slow days. Today is May 23rd, and I am still in Hamilton Ontario. My rent is due tomorrow, the 24th of May when I told Micky my airbnb host who became my friend that I will be leaving. I am planning to travel to Iraq to get Hummus and Asl, and to hopefully check on work, and finish up some projects I have pending.

I am not used to doing nothing. All the sleeping, sunbathing, shopping and eating doesn’t suit me well. All of those things make me feel really bad, like I am not being able to contribute to the society. My friends used to tell me that I am workaholic. I don’t really believe that I am workaholic but I think I am a work-lover. I love doing something, having a busy life, and leading people to great paths. Not being able to do that made me feel really sad.

I have been fixing my luggage and trying to put everything in boxes, some I will leave at Micky’s and some to take back with me. I am not a big fan of packing to travel. I think the fact that I have spent the last fifteen years of my life traveling around with my luggage. It gets too much sometimes, especially when I never did it for fun.

I am looking for flights to go back to Iraq very soon. I am hoping to find a flight the day after tomorrow or around it. I can say that I have been very stressed about all of what’s happening and the uncertainty of my life at the moment doesn’t make me feel like the best version of myself. Nevertheless, I am working on it. I know that things will be better.

Thanks for reading and being part of my story.


Peace and Love,
Dr. Sarah AK Ahmed
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Location - Hamilton ON
Time - 10:11 pm

Walking on John street in Hamilton Ontario